Hello everyone. Happy valentine's day yea. As usual Raz tak celebrate pun sebab i have no one to celebrate with. I'm in Penang hari ni. Keluar dengan Zamir lepak je dekat Queensbay.

   Raz dah over it things between Raz dengan my bestie. Tak kisah sangat pun dah. Sooner or later baikla kitaorang.

   Entah why Raz rasa down giler today. As usual kalau my brother punya birthday everyone excited giler. My family celebrate my brother belated birthday today. Cake mahal and everyone happy sangat. Nak tahu what i have for my birthday? Erm.........My mum beli cake la but not expensive and delicious like my brother cake kan. Raz tak kisah pun as long my mum ingat dekat Raz. My sister pun bukanlah happy sangat waktu nak celebrate my birthday kan. Memang sediyh la kalau orang nampak masa Raz potong cake dulu. Only my father ja yang happy snapping all my cake picture masa tu. Kalau Raz balik penang cuti pun no one will care. Ajak my sister keluar selalu ja busy but when it comes to my brother, dia free je.

   That not the worst part of my life yet la kan. Since i was form three, Raz cant even have the person i love. Imbas kembali masa 2005, Raz pernah fall in love dengan someone ni tapi banyak benda sediyh happened to me. It's been a long time now since Raz fall in love. Entah out of nowhere, Raz once again fall in love again dengan someone in my University. From starting Raz dah tahu it will go nowhere but semakin Raz cuba lupakan dia, semakin kuat my love ni. Kita baik sebagai kawan. Dia sangat sweet. Always tak pernah bosan sembang dengan Raz. Tapi kita orang jarang cakap. Macam mana tu erk? Suka sembang tapi jarang cakap. Fikirlah sendiri yea. Starting from this week kan Raz dah slow down cakap ngan dia. Kalau jumpa pun tak nak sangat tegur because if i keep talking and jumpa dia, my love akan bertambah. Omg! Why la I cant have you? Even though Raz tak mention things lagi dekat dia, i know it wont works. I dont want to ruin my friendship dengan dia. Raz tak mintak apa-apa just i hope God will listened all the talks in my heart and even just for a day kan kalau Raz dapat spend time dengan dia it will be so thankful.

   I hope la dia celebrate atau tidak valentine's day ni dengan happy.