Guess what? Raz so stupid balik Kl yesterday. I forgot that tonight raz ada audition for Mass Communication idol! This is all because of me. Tak fikir panjang before buat apa2. Lagipun Raz memang nak some space. I'm sick and tired with all the people in Lendu. I know sometime we must be considerate tapi entah la. Diaorang semua sangatla menyakitkan hati plus i have no clique at all. Sediyhnye...bukan salah Raz pun tapi entah la. Two days in Kl pun tak ubah apa-apa.

   Just now Raz chat with that person. The way thing happen between us sekarang pun dah lain. The that person talk to me pun dah lain. Layan macam xnak layan ja. Chat with angel 5 minutes pun Raz dah tahu dia dah tak interested dengan Raz dah. So what can i do? Move on je la even though benda ni sangat sakit. Because too much thinking of angel raz missed this year opportunity to audition for mass comm idol. I know i can do it and make it to the final stage. Tapi benda ni semua dah written down. Razaleigh Zain will not be able to attend the audition. I didnt put the blame dekat God. I know it is my own mistake. Starting from tomorrow I need to forget about angel.  Senang la cakap berdoa banyak-banyak and nanti okay. Kalau dah tak nak macam-macam la suruh kita buat. Tapi sampai sekarang Raz memang sayang dia. Thing happened for a reason. Tak pernah mimpi pun akan baik dengan dia sampai tahap sekarang. Always pray the best la for angel.