Erm......sediyh la lately ni. Kawan sendiri kata dah buat statement kata macam2. Dia tak kenal aku ke? Aku and Mr Z skit punya sayang kat dia. Dulu dia katakan kita belangkaskan tapi sekarang kata tak makan belangkas dah. Boleh ka dia kata macam tu? Aku lately ni ada macam2 masalah. Kita punya rindu dia then tup tup dia tulis dalam blog dia dia rindu zaman2 kanank2 ribena. Boleh ka dia kata macam tu? All those days dia dah lupa la. Even though Raz and Mr Z ada kawan-kawan lain and dia kata dia ada sikit kawan, kitaorang selalu ajak dia p mana-mana. Takpela Miss S. We all ingat apa yang kau tulis. Thanks la for appreciating our friendship this way. Remember one thing wye, those day were no faked. We love you sincerely and you ingat lain.

   Cerita lain lak! Aku baru nak build new friendship with this person tapi boleh ka dia ingat lain. Ajak keluar lepak as member xnak sebab dua orang ja. Please la wye! Why la nak judge aku sampai macam ni. Aku just nak kawan2 tapi kau lak ingat lain. Apa2 jela......As long dia happy sudeyh. Rileks sudeyh.............

   Boring la bila masuk je new semester, mulalah scanning people semua. Tapi, raz dah ada crush dekat this particular person since last semester. Boleh dikatakan love at the first sight la. Dia sweet and baik yang teramat. Siapa yang tak suka dia memang bodo la. Dia agak pemalu sikit and nampak sangat bila dia nak cakap ngan raz termalu-malu. That's make me lagi cair dengan dia. Tapi kan i know la at the end nanti bertepuk sebelah tangan. Actually raz malas nak cerita sangat dekat orang sebab tahu jela nanti havoc satu duniawi. But some of my friends, roomates know about my crush towards that person.

   I cant imagine how my life would be if raz and that person together. If that happened, it will be the like drinking an orange juice with starbucks big cookies; that's my favourites! Hopefully la kan it will but i know it's going to be a dream je. Manalah orang will like me. Untill now kan, single je memanjang. Berani written this down sebab i know takde saper yang baca my blog pun accept my close friends je. I love you so much la wye......Please, please read my blog wye. Hahahahaha........tak malu sungguh la raz ni.

   Cerita lain la plak. Raz gaduh dengan my best friend la. She marah sebab i dont like her new "boy" friend. Apa yang raz kisah. Sah sah laki tu ass kisser. Kononnye baik la......I know raz not supposed to hate him but arrghhhhh! He is so annoying even though dia tak pernah have serious conversation dengan raz pun. The worst part was when i asked my bestie does she still suka kawan dengan raz tak? She answered me "Bukan saya tak suka kawan dengan raz tapi tak tahan sebab saya nampak apa yang raz buat belakang that guy." What? dia kisah that guy so much over me. Geram kut! That guy dia baru kenal tak sampai 6-8 months nak sayang over-over lak. Kita yang dah kawan dengan dia nearly 4 years dia lupa dalam satu malam je. Raz memang still geram kat dia but at the same time raz rindu kat dia. Imagine la dulu kita orang plus Mr Z (bestie raz gak) macam belangkas. Mana-mana pun kita togetherness.

   Tak kisah la.......Highlight of this post is raz dah jatuh cinta. Tapi kan my insting rasa it will not long last. Bukan my feeling la tapi entah la. Raz memang dah suka kat dia dari last semester tapi recently ni je kitaorang close. Apa-apa jela.....as long dia bahagia. Dapat tengok dia senyum pun raz seronok. Statement yang agak cliche macam orang-orang yang jatuh cinta tapi tak kesampaian.

   Semester 1 in UiTM dah abis! Agak sediyh la gak sebab kena berpisah from my friends semua. My family yang ambil Raz dari college. After that, kitaorang semua g family vacation at A Famosa Resort. Ingatkan best tapi boleh2 je. Water park dia pun tak interesting sangat. Animal world dia sangat gempak.

   Actually malam ni bukan raz nak cerita about that thing. Entahla, i felt so sad balik uitm sebab orang yang raz ada crush will not be in the same place which we used to see each other every day. Kadang-kadang raz pun tak tahu macam mana kita boleh jatuh cinta even orang tu jarang cakap ngan kita. Raz sayang sangat kat mystery B. Mystery B tu sangat baik. Maybe raz rasa suka kat dia sebab dia baik kut. I talked to my that fellow friend on the night before raz nak balik, raz kata sangat sediyh tak dapat jumpa dia sebelum balik. Dijadikan cerita raz dapat gak jumpa dia. Maybe tuhan sayangkan raz. Dapat jumpa even tak confess pun dah cukup for me. Dia tu just a old chapter for me. Sekarang dah cuti. It all about new chapter in my life. Banyak raz nak buat masa cuti sekolah ni. Lagi seminggu raz akan faced benda yang akan membuat my dream to be a reality. Hopefully it will be..........

   Where do i want to start? Entah la nak cakap. Friends. I have them but entahla...Semua macam plastic kut or maybe aku tak sampai tahap piawaian diaorg. Siapa kisah! i have manyn friends who still love me as the way i am. Over? Razaleigh seorang yang over? Life is all about over. Sometimes people suka terus judge something by its cover. Aku tak kisah apa-apa pun orang nak cakap about aku. Biarlah diaorang happy. Semua ada life masing-masing.

   Crush? I have few crushed in UiTm. Seriously, semua tak berguna. I keep thinking about someone nie. Dia sweet yet pemalu. Dia nak cakap dengan aku yet dia ego kut. Aku pun tak tahu macam mana nak mulakan. Ala.....ada crush je kut bukan apa-apa sangat. Nowadays ramai orang guna blogger instead of blogdrive. I love this blog. Lagi pun aku malas nak bagi ramai orang baca. Logic tak one day if aku jadi famous? Ramai kata aku syok sendiri but the reality is aku sangat suka menyanyi. Kadang-kadang salah aku ke kerana tak kejar cita-cita aku. Life is short. Kita hidup hanya sekali. Grab any opportunities yang ada didepan mata kita sebelum ia hilang. Tuhan tak sekejam yang kita sangka. Since the day we were born, tuhan dah tentukan nasib dan takdir hidup kita. Even though everything have been written, we must still work for anything that we want in our life. Things will never happened if we sit back and relax.

   Aku akan mengejar cita-cita walaupun susah dan senang. Mass Comm adalah something yang aku kejar masa sekolahku. Aku masih menyukainya walaupun UiTM bukanlah pilihan utamaku. Dalam masa terdekat, aku akan mencuba nasib aku. Aku memohon kepada-Nya agar kurniakan sesuatu supaya aku boleh menggunakannya untuk mengejar impian dan harapan hidupku.

Hellow everyone. I'm now in my class. Boring sangat but still i can write my blog. Hari ini ada dua class saja. I have so many list to do things today. Assignment dah ada. Maybe on saturday atau sunday raz start kut. Besides that hari ni gak raz nak buat laundry. Banyak giler baju-baju yang nak kena cuci. Semalam i went to the machine but idiot mana tah guna machine tu and tak reti nak ambil balik his/her clothes.

Last night, my level mates masuk bilik around 4.00 Am and pretending to be a Pocong. At first memang la gelabah sangat tapi when i saw there were people laughing in my room, tahu sangat dah benda tu tipu.Hehehehehehe. However,it was creepy and funny.

Block Induction. As i told before, we all in Lekir's kena mandi sampah. It was so damn true. Euwwwwwww. Alamak! Lecture nak start dah. Later on Raz sambung balik cerita k.

XoXoxOxOXoX.

p/s: I miss penang so much....hahahahahaha

Hellow dear bloggers, its been a while since i sent my last post which was 3 weeks ago. What can i say about uitm malacca? All the facilities that provided here okayla if you want to compare with politeknik or else. I still love Kdu and Limkokwing but unfortunately i cant afford it. Alhamdulillah i got into mass comm even in Uitm Malacca. Minggu Mesra Siswa (MMS) was really sucks. Woke up at 4 in the morning and the best part was i slept at 2 in the morning. However, i will missed the fun that i had during MMS. At first i really want to go back to Penang. Till now i still want to go back to Penang. Hehehehehehe.

Last weekend i went back to my sis place in KL. I met my mother and kissed her plus i gave her a big hugged. At least Raz lepas jugak rindu dekat my mak.

The worst part of all,BLOCK INDUCTION. Raz memang suka mix up dengan lots of people but macam kena paksa plak kenal ngan diaorang semua. Tonight me and friends in semester 1 kena collect all the seniors signature. Besides that, we all the part 1 student kena mandi sampah. What the fish kan. Hopin it is just bull shit from the seniors.

I spent lots of money in uitm. Everyday mesti around rm 10. Now Raz kena pandai la control how to spend my money. At here,there are so many lalat's. The food pun macam tak hygenic sangat.

Last but not least, i hope all my friends yang baca ni especially Zamir and Shuhada will pray for me supaya i can be strong enough to face the reality of Uni life. I miss both of them so much. Insyaallah i will keep posting everyday or weekly.

P/s : I'm gonna have a Laptop next month.Yeppey

              Today is tuesday and its boring. Just came back from Kl yesterday. Summer splash was ok. Eventhough i missed lots of exciting gigs and games but hanging out with Zamir,Yaser,Shafiq,Afnan,Alya and Zamir's cousinsssssssssssss were great. I stayed at my only brother in USJ. For the first time i went to Kl and came back to Penang with different buses. Going there with Konsortium which took 7 hours to arrived in Kl and Eagle express to penang whick i think Plusliner copycat. Still prefer Plusliner and Nice as my transportation to Kl. Sunway Pyramid was ok. Nowdays semua mall sama je. I wandering in sunway for 2 hours sebelum Zamir and Yaser sampai. We all went to eat at Mc donald, I lovin it. I had double cheese burger while zamir had mc chicken if i'm not mistaken la. Actually nothing interesting la sangat nak cerita. When we got inside the surf beach, it was raining tapi we all redah jer. Jumpa linniy kat sana tapi tak sembang panjang sangat coz we all pun tengah searching place for us to put all our bags. Pity Alya jaga our bags while us having fun in the water. Talking about the party, there were lots of hunks and sexy girls. So sad none of them sangkut dengan Raz.hahahahahaha. One buck shot was great. Sebelum diaorang perform,organizer pasang lagu get low,beautiful girl which all of us sang along eventhough that time belasah je lirik. The sad part was i lupa nak ambik balik my surfer dude shirt. Love so much that shirt. Whatever it is, Raz happy and fun sangat lepak ngan diaorg.

         Hi everyone. My week so bored. Dahla raz keje balik dekat Baskin for money of course. Workin there as usual boring but dunno why i worked there again. I had completed my 8 hours car practical and now waiting next monday for my QTI. I havent spend time ngan Zamir and Shuhada this past few days coz keje kan. Tomorrow we'll watch movie at Qbay and makan plus lepak-lepak. Last sunday keluar makan jap ngan Azeem. Kami discuss pasal what is goin to happen next afta semua dah sambung study. Ingat la zaman-zaman sekolah dulu. Now he found new group of friends yang sejiwa ngan dia. Hopefully dia happy la.

      Next week i'm going to KL. Summer Splash party is on June 7 and i'm goin there with Afnan and mystery guy.Hahahahhahahaha.Mystery guy pun kawan jela. Dia tak maju expose dia punya identity. Malas pun rasa gak tapi pi jela.

      Zamir dah ada blog. Once in a blue moon baru dia update. Same here i guess. Hahahahaha. Meragam dia this week bila aku kerja. Kuar tour satu Penang,jogging ngan arina pun tak ajak. Mentang-mentang la aku kerja. Revenge time will come Mr Zamir. Hahahahaha. Lawak je.

      My dear school friend, Nazrin is going to France this saturday.He's goin to futher his study in engineering at France for 6 years. So happy for him plus sad coz he's been a great friend to me since high school. Wish him all de best and success in France.

      New malay movie keluar hari ni and tomorrow Zamir,Shu and I will go and watch it. Nama movie tu "Apa Kata Hati". Nampak macam best ja. Nanti apa-apa aku update la dalam blog ni. Tue pun kalau rajin.